I read a book in high school in 2011 called ‘Cryptonomicon’, which was, unknowingly, the first step towards changing my life. It was all about cryptocurrency before cryptocurrency was a thing -...
I was selling so much weight and doing so many drugs that my life began to spin widely out of control. Everything was completely fucked. I had become an erratic lunatic, a...
If I’m being honest, I don’t even know how I graduated high school, let alone got into college. I had a 1.4 GPA my senior year and I never went to class. ...
I grew up in Lawrence Massachusetts, the most corrupt and Heroin ridden city in America. It wasn’t always like this though. In the 20s it was one of the richest cities in...
If I were to judge myself based solely on the first half of my life, I would say I was completely fucked. From an outside perspective, I was a loser. I would spend all of my time playing computer games like Runescape and World of Warcraft (WoW)...
It was during this period of sobriety that I figured out what trans was. It was the single most important discovery of my life. For the longest time, I was so confused...
I began mixing my depression with partying and trying to ignore that I felt deeply confused about who I was. I was repressing myself, numbing myself, and trying to become someone else all at the same time...
I was 5 when I knew I wasn’t ‘normal’ - whatever the fuck that means. My mom was driving me to school and I was sitting in the back of the car when I innocently asked her, “Hey mom, why aren’t I a boy?” She didn’t have an answer for me, but several years later she admitted to me that after she dropped me off at school that day, she burst into tears. She knew in her soul, at that moment, I wasn’t going to have a normal life...